love and pizza

love and pizza
So Brother and I went for pizza the other night and got into the it about love and relationship.

Brother is deeply in love right now and of course that makes him all squishy and stupid.
Not hard bitten and sarcastic like me.

I maintain that there must come a point in every body’s life when they look at the sheer weight of baggage that both they and potential mates being to the table and think …”You know something, there are better ways for me to spend my time then helping you work though all that especially on my dime.”

Brother says that I’m self involved and maybe he is right but I challenge him and the rest of the world. Why is it that we as a culture get so horny for sex and relationship that we will drop trouser for the first available piece of meat that winks at us fully knowing that nine times out of ten you will end up in a deranged situation. Why not take pleasure in your own company. I’m not saying forsake human contact . have friends have family just asking why this insane need to hurl oneself into meaningless relationship after meaningless relationship with not a single thought of self preservation to smooth the long and gravely road you will be dragged down by someone’s twisted psyche.

Sure sometimes I see couples on the street happy in their passion and wonder; then I see other couples carping at each other and hurting each other and in general making each others lives freaking misery and I stop wondering.

If you cannot be happy on your own you will never be happy with anyone else. and if you are happy on your own…I mean really happy… you will start noticing how much more enjoyable life is when you aren’t bogged down by catering to someone else’s crap-tastic whims,

Case in point I went and saw Wolverine last weekend. I enjoyed myself on my own. I didn’t have to ask permission, shift plans, make compromises  I just decided that i wanted to go and I went.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72Nb67DRw7M

I also didn’t have to sit and explain the movie, the comic book back-story, or put up with arrogant sarcastic comments about why im watching comic-book movies when there are incomprehensible indie-films with zero budgets and impenetrable plot-lines that could be watched and then picked over for socially relevant talking points.

Neither the irony nor the co-incidence are lost upon me.

Roanapur Knights: El Baile de la Muerte

The latest chapters in the continuing adventures of the Scooby gang when they invade the city of Roanapur from Black Lagoon

Highlights include the battle between Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Roberta the Unstoppable Chambermaid.
and the Scoobies end up in the only McDonalds in Roanapur which might qualify as the toughest McDonald’s anywhere in the world.

We are coming quickly to the conclusion and I will be glad to take my attention away from the world of Black Lagoon it is a dark and deranged place.

Here is the FF.n address
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4780327/15/

but if you prefer to read the Twisting the hellmouth version
http://www.tthfanfic.org/Story-18153-14/BHRamsay+Dance+Of+Death+A+Black+Lagoon+BTVS+tale.htm

A little Elvis Costello Shout-out

I have been watching the Elvis Costello interview show Spectacle and while the interview segments can tough to sit though (Elvis seems just a little uncomfortable still)

still it has great performances and that is the most important part.

Last weeks was Rufus Wainwright
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNhBYpxSbzo

Good Friends are hard to find and fun to pimp for

Irma is a buddy

She knows about the world.

Is pretty smart, has had lesbian sex and speaks of the experience. She even has pictures which she loves to show you, assuming you don’t notice them seeing as they are tacked to the wall of her apartment and are among the first things that people see when they walk in.

She persuaded me to try stand-up comedy and it has been a fun experience for me

she is part of a comedy group called sketchers.com
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slvLIxUUqfI

and of course there is the infrequent blog posting
http://yokosanchezspeaks.blogspot.com/

my fanfic loving @ss

Anyone who gets to know me will find out I love writing and especially playing with other peoples toys

You can find my fanfic in a number of places but I ma most proud of the the stuff I have done for
fanfiction.net
http://www.fanfiction.net/u/84303/Dr_Gonzo
and
twisting the hellmouth
http://www.tthfanfic.org/AuthorStories-2152/BHRamsay.htm

Hello world!

Welcome to the fun house.

Keep all extremities inside the ride at all times. Your host can be a cannibal and you never know what he might decide tastes good with a light cream sauce.

I am your humble chronicler. I spend my days scanning newspapers, TV, movies, and books in the desperate hope that there is some meaning to it all. I was trained in Radio, shifted my interests to news after it dawned on me that being spontaneously inventive is harder then it looks. With the news, you just relate the truth and the facts, with as much spin as you can tolerate. I still do a live feed internet show on thatchannel.com

I love writing. Something about the freedom to blurt out contents of your mind on to a blank page. Watching it take form and shape.

When I do my Internet Radio Broadcasts, you’ll occasionally hear me refer to myself as Doctor Gonzo.

The nickname came because of my favorite things in the world are Muppets and Hunter s. Thompson. If you don’t know, Thompson used to write about a lawyer friend of his Oscar Acosta. When he wrote about him he renamed him Doctor Gonzo. When I was introduced to the work of HST I took the nickname in tribute. As for the Muppets, I love Gonzo, Fozzie, and especially Rolf the piano playing dog. It seemed like a match made in heaven.

I have been in love and it ended badly. Good for my creative drive, bad for my heart, It was my fault I forgot I was dealing with human beings who are flawed, some more then others. My work is my life now, my passion, my love, I make love to the page and caress minds with ideas.

One last thing, I would say of the person who introduced me to the wonderful world of blogging. One day she will be famous and wealthy and, if she is smart, denying to the authorities that she knows me.

Some links to some of my passions.

Dorothy Parker http://www.litkicks.com/BeatPages/page.jsp?what=DorothyParker

Allen Ginsberg http://www.litkicks.com/BeatPages/page.jsp?what=AllenGinsberg

& of course…Hunter S.Thompson http://www.litkicks.com/BeatPages/page.jsp?what=HunterSThompson